I haven’t shared anything here for a quite a while, and I’m not sure if anyone even noticed. Life get’s busy. For everyone. So much so that lately I sometimes feel like speaking in nothing more than three word sentences, forcing some simplicity into my life. :O
A friend posted a photo on Instagram the other day about the best street name ever….”GOA WAY” and asked the question if anyone ever felt like living there… for just a while. I don’t know a single person who can honestly reply no to that question. At some point or another, all of us have felt like taking a stroll down “GOA WAY”.
When I was younger I would’ve been riddled with guilt for thoughts like that, but I think I’m maturing into a more guiltless person. 😛 My conscience is doing just fine thank you. I’ve realized though that we sometimes love to feel guilty for the sake of feeling guilty.
I think guilt makes us feel a little more important. I have this massive responsibility to others and their lives will be irrevocably altered by the decisions I make. Hmmm…maybe. Yes I do have a responsibility to people around me, but we sometimes get the lines a little blurred and take on just a tad more than what’s ours.
I decided to stop. I do what I can, when I can. When I don’t call, I’m not angry, just busy.
The truth is, I’ve been very busy. I’m working on a project that’s very close to my heart and I’m hoping to share soon. I haven’t been training for over a month and for anyone that knows me well – that says a lot. I’ve also been sick – still actually trying to recover from a nasty cold virus I picked up somewhere. Sigh…
“GOA WAY” is a place we may need to make a detour through once in a while, but it’s not a place I’d want to live. Much more fun to be had on “Precious People” Parkway!
But for now, while the Jacaranda’s are blooming and the grass is growing, I’ll be glued to my desk for a while….